Tears

Today after a long time i cried. my tears dropping.today i feel like i`m alone in this world. and nobody here with me. but i tried to be strong and i felt like it is my fault that nobody here with me. but i dont even bother to tell them what i feel. they are happy now and they also dont want to tell and share the happiness that they get. maybe i dont deserve to know maybe i dont deserve the world HAPPY. and i just suit with the word ALONE. so that i wont hurt anybody and i wont be the one who they will blamed. and you, when we were friends i really felt comfortable talking to you. but know, after that i have that kind of feeling i feel like i`m depending on you. and i dont like it. even that i love you i care about you please know that i will never force someone to like me or love me back. today, someone that change my world come back in my mind.. i dont know why am i thinking about him.