Work For It

suka atau tak.dia bukan milik saya.saya bukan pemiliknya.tapi saya takkan give up.never say never.saya tau itu saya dulu.but i`m changing and its all because of you.semua pasal awak.kerana awak. ;) tanpa awak saya tak mungkin sekuat ini.sekarang saya dah ketawa ketawa dan ketawa.memikirkan tentang awak dah boleh buat saya happy.i feel so thankful.please dont take him away from me.


saya janji akan sabar.saya janji akan paham awak.saya janji takkan paksa awak.dan saya janji akan jujur.awak tau? makin hari makin tumbuh perasaan sayang pada awak.perasaan hormat,suka,kasih.saya sayang awak kawan.saya rasa awak paling paham saya.paling paham,even kadang kadang penat nak melayan saya ni kan? ;P tidur saya selalu bermimpikan awak. everyday.
you are always on my mind. saya rindu awak kot. 


paling saya nak awak paham.tak pernah diri ini nak paksa awak suka saya. saya paham yang cinta tak boleh dipaksa. dan cinta juga bukanlah memiliki. melihat awak bahagia, selalu happy, senyuman awak memberi nyawa untuk jiwa saya.
semoga awak selalu bahagia. sweet dream ;)

Waiting For You

Promise i`ll never leave
the love will emerge just for you
i will prove it to you
that i`ll be the sunshine for your heart
so that when you find darkness your heart will glow

Tears

Today after a long time i cried. my tears dropping.today i feel like i`m alone in this world. and nobody here with me. but i tried to be strong and i felt like it is my fault that nobody here with me. but i dont even bother to tell them what i feel. they are happy now and they also dont want to tell and share the happiness that they get. maybe i dont deserve to know maybe i dont deserve the world HAPPY. and i just suit with the word ALONE. so that i wont hurt anybody and i wont be the one who they will blamed. and you, when we were friends i really felt comfortable talking to you. but know, after that i have that kind of feeling i feel like i`m depending on you. and i dont like it. even that i love you i care about you please know that i will never force someone to like me or love me back. today, someone that change my world come back in my mind.. i dont know why am i thinking about him. 

Senyap

perasan kah kamu semua.saya tak banyak post sudah dalam blog ini.saya rindu sebenarnya nak berblog.tapi macam tak da kesah nak cerita.hahaha. ape daaa. hmm.saya rindu kat seorang hamba allah ni.tapi setiap kali nak cakap,text atau im mesti keras je jari nak tulis perkataan "rindu". kenapa yek? haihh haihh.honntoni bakaa janae!(ntah betul ke tak perkataan ni..aku main bedal je)
saya sayang awak.dari hari first saya rasa sampai sekarang.saya suka awak.kenapa awak haa? adeh.payah nak jawab.

Slow Down

Give more time

give one more minute

let we go slow

can we go slow

let the loved that we feel

coming from our heart

true,just for you

hold your feelings

let it flow

let it flow slowly

so you can feel it

let it slow down 

Assumption is bad

yes.it is bad.it can ruin your life your day your mood.it can ruin the way you think the way you act.it can influence your attitude and put negative thinking in your mind. i know i should not have made an assumption bout it. Somebody is not guilty and now i felt guilty. why am i thinking?? why did i do that.its a stupid action! i`m deeply angry with my self now. now that i started this..whatever i do feels wrong! i`m sorry.i am really sorry. ;( and now also i`m making an assumption. haihhh!!!!!!!!!!

3 Of Us

Even we have miscommunication in our friendship or misunderstanding but we always know that we love each other. even she click here far away from me and always busy i know i can always count on her. when we are young i always make mistake but all that i want to do is to protect and love her.even i do that, she always forgive me and accept me back and she never keep it in heart.and i will always have her in my heart and mind.people always said that "whenever quye is, there will be melor" 


We always have each other back,whenever i sad she will always hear me. and talk to me about it. she always said "quye ni macam mak nenek ar" hahaha. she is the brilliant student among 3 of us. she always help me and so do i. i love her just like my sister. she is the strongest person i`ve known. click here

i miss the time that we spend together at school.the time we have volleyball practice, hockey. the time we go swimming together. after school finish before we go back home we will have lunch at kedai bawah. we will have fun lepak with other friends then dinar will drive her scooter back home and i will accompany melor sometime i walk her home then i`ll walk back home. road to her home is dangerous so i always accompany her. sometimes i stay back at her`s to do homework or just lepak at her home. do all those crazy things, karaoke,capture pic of us.sometimes dinar will send me home with her scoot and sometimes she let me drove the scoot.i really miss you guys.i miss them so much. and they are my true friends because they accept me for the way i are. and they never hate me. when i make mistake they forgive me. even if we argue about something we will not hanging on the same problem too long. we will solve and forget it. they will always have space in my heart and they will always be in my mind. 

Silent

silent mode

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F***in Perfect

You're so mean, when you talk about yourself, you were wrong 
Change the voices in your head, make them like you instead 
So complicated, look happy, you'll make it! 
Filled with so much hatred...such a tired game 
It's enough! I've done all I can think of 
Chased down all my demons, I've seen you do the same 

p/s:this is for you girl.

Berat

I lost my weight from 64 to 55.

how can this happen? maybe

i think too much.yeahhh.

thats the answer.wanna know?

i miss my friend.i dont know 

whether they think of me or not.

sometimes i feel like i`m alone

in this planet and i feel so sad

because theres nobody here with me.